SCAREDY​-​CAT

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1.
ILL 03:04
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Pull me down and drown Beat me and repeat Trick me into defeat You said you would help me Take your time Can you see it? Believe Can you feel it? Breathe Can you see it? Believe Can you hear it? Speak One of us is lying Between me, myself and I Spin me in a downward spiral ... Nostalgic Every second loathes the depths Of emptiness Maybe I should restart this life Can you see it? Believe Can you feel it? Breathe Can you see it? Believe Can you hear it? Speak Concerned over nothing It will pass eventually Take it slow, rest Get well soon, take this Five-hundred milligrams Twice a day You made me this way High on an empty stomach Still in my teens Far from home Drill into my skull Smash it out Scratch until I bleed You missed a spot Scream and shout To distract yourself It will happen again
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SICK 04:41
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I feel sick I could ravage the world I've been waiting Patiently to reap I may be frail and wry But I'm excited To line my intestines With anything and everything Everyday Is the same Hot enough To sweat It could be cold And I'd still be fire Skinned Slowly braised meat Panting beat Heavy eyelids Close the gap Between you and the ground Good morning, you're wasting Rise and shine, it's time Hands up and plead To be alive Can someone give me something To cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions I feel sick Chewed up and spat out Closed oesophagus At breaking point Nauseated And dehydrated Standing upside down Falling from Earth Bloated, gutted Shameless, shameful rotten decay Churning gases Forbidden salivation Writhing contortionist Where did they hurt you? Internal bleeding External seething Dizzy sights Background ringing Growing distant From your touch Good morning, you're wasting Rise and shine, it's time Hands up and plead To be alive Can someone give me something To cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions Irrational Appetite What I thought would make it better Made it worse I can't have more But I need it now I want to obey My insatiable thirst Irrational Appetite What I thought would make it better Made it worse I can't have more But I need it now I want to obey My insatiable thirst Conflicted Self-inflicted Every day, every week Every month, every year Conflicted Self-inflicted Every day, every week Every month, every year Can someone give me something To cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions Help me, please Save me, please Love me, please Don't leave me Help me, please Save me, please Love me, please Kill me now
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RUN AWAY 03:27
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Duck, retaliate Crossed the line Swear vengeance To run away Neither of us Want to be here Let alone Want each other Words like daggers You said you didn't mean it Cherish me now Infinite repeat Demand to stay Block my way Let me go Far, far, far away Barefeet down the street No bags, just rags Through green to the sea All night and day for days Under bridges, open stitches Over hills, close thrill There I lay, unknown name New face, new place, new taste Broken glasses Shards everywhere Dirty needles Mouldy sick Firebombs Homemade shank Toss the molotov Enriched attention Keep warm Start a war Find four walls And cover Seek their worth Burn their wealth Feed on Yourself Go steal, treat yourself You win, even in prison Free food and care Maybe friends and more Or choose to take Your life and be nice No pressure on anyone Anymore, selfless, selfish I realize my incompetence I recognize the inescapable I feel naive, stupid innocence Made me believe in myself I did it out of spite I regret those years of flight On the floor, out of my mind Running out of time Bring me back to life Bring me back home one more time Bring me back to stay forever Bring me back Bring me back
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FAITH? 04:43
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What if you were blessed from above? Almighty one appealing to the dark side, why? Father would have said if you were chosen All the sisters are suspicious Tame your wings and halos Before you fall from grace I am living Stone cold art I move, then I bleed Fix me with Midas' touch Drink my wine Made of Eden's apple Wish and pray To see the day you'll be forgiven What lies in the afterlife? A second chance? A second life? What happens now won't matter later Part the spirit from your body Alone in a white void Or are they waiting for you at the gates? You could be trapped Assigned by one and all What if you were cursed from below? The blasphemous turning to the holy light, why? Father wouldn't care if you were chosen Mother would have punished anyway Your horns, just like the goat From Earth and under I am living Stone cold art I move, then I bleed Fix me with Midas' touch Drink my wine Made of Eden's apple Wish and pray To see the day you'll be forgiven What lies in the afterlife? A second chance? A second life? What happens next won't matter later Part the spirit from the body Alone in a white void Or are they waiting for you at the gates? You could be trapped Assigned by one and all Will you accept your fate Even if you were in the wrong? Will you accept your fate Even if you disagree? I am living Stone cold art I move, then I bleed Fix me with Midas' touch Drink my wine Made of Eden's apple Wish and pray To see the day you'll be forgiven I am living Stone cold art I move, then I bleed Fix me with Midas' touch Drink my wine Made of Eden's apple Wish and pray To see the day you'll be forgiven I am living
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THAI GIANT 03:25
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I am leviathan Descendant of Wat Phra Kaew Attire blessed by the sun To fend and to terrorize Tusks of ivory Blade from the great beyond Thy Kingdom come, thou will be done On earth as it is in heaven My sins have been forgiven, I am reborn Learn from my mistakes New and improved reign Stop and stare I could not care Where do you stand? Behind, beside, or in front of me? I am leviathan Descendant of Wat Phra Kaew Thy kingdom come, thou will be done On earth as it is in heaven My sins have been forgiven, I am reborn Learn from my mistakes New and improved reign I am more than before Worthy of a seat in Nirvana Summoned by divine grace Chant my name in immortalized hymns Stop and stare I could not care Where do you stand? Behind, beside, or in front of me? Noble paladin, Do you dare to cross The Threshold And test my might? Do you see yourself Below or above me? Do you see yourself As an equal? Stop and stare I could not care Where do you stand? Behind, beside, or in front of me? From the oppressor to the oppressed Use my evil to fight evil It takes one to know one And ever shall be without end Anointed as a saint To oversee devout burdens And all without faith I vow to no one but me
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THUNDER & LIGHTNING 03:12
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Hail the damned Bring us through torment As we stand in the flood As crestfallen blood When they cry All will hide When they burn All will laugh Bestow the forsaken A gift of brilliance We will glow when we ignite Walk with us in radiance When they cry All will hide When they burn All will laugh Cradle the psalm For the choir of Aeon To harmonize the seven trumpets To start is to end When the bell tolls They will rise From where they lie And where they died O grand champions And other warriors Bless your parade Hallowed be thy name Wail to lift the sky And turn red from white Ritual of wrath We seek harvest For absolution In our name Pray for your creator Pray for your saviour Pray for your guardian Pray for yourself Pray for your creator Pray for your saviour Pray for your guardian Pray for yourself
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IT ENDS WITH ME 03:55
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I bring you the hour of death And others will fall with thee Thy will shall succumb to despair Guide ye to the bottomless pit Thou shall not seek temptation Thou shall seek revelation Have mercy on our growth If our wings have fallen Hear them swear in vain I will turn away See them betray their faith I will stand at bay Tomorrow comes with pain Mount your crucifix and pray Confess your crimes For redemption, serve your time Tomorrow comes today To celebrate life All you love, and all who loved you Have gathered here 'til the end of time Hear them swear in vain I will turn away See them betray their faith I will stand at bay Love thy neighbours like me Spread my seeds to sow The fame and fortune from below The depths of which I have risen To move on, I must fulfil One last dying wish I had May you disperse this everlasting grudge Of unfair blame and punishment Hear them swear in vain I will turn away See them betray their faith I will stand at bay Tomorrow comes with rain Bless the bountiful harvest Lest ye be lured by the sunlight Yielded life may be resurrected Tomorrow comes today Become anew with the holy grail Become the symbol of life Enthroned with the ashes of your stake Stay here with me, we are one Stay here with me, we are all Stay here with me, we are us Stay here with me, we are each other In the name of my dear, O heathen
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PINK SKIES 02:59
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You left me alone In the sea to suffocate You promised to come back And pick me up, but you never did I'm waiting Somewhere Counting stars And the blades of grass I'm waiting For something Counting daisies And grains of sand "Sorry for the delay The line has been cancelled" I want to go home Even if I'll be late Answer, call me Come on, respond I'm scared, I'm tired Please, pick me up Asleep, busy Silent, ignoring Shut down, bye Hope you had a good time I'm waiting Somewhere Counting stars And the blades of grass I'm waiting For something Counting daisies And grains of sand Someday you'll be away Sometimes life is gone Someday you'll be replaced Sometimes life moves on I'm waiting For someone Watching the clouds And the tides collide I'm waiting For someone Watching the moon And the sky turn bright Somehow, I will Figure it out, I always do Somehow, I still Have hope for you

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I'm scared of everything.

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Tuning: Drop C
Guitars & Amps: Ibanez GRG121DX GIO & BOSS Katana 50 MKII
Bass & Amps: Ibanez RGB300-BKF Rgb & Orange Crush Bass 25w
Drums & Amps: TourTech TT-16S & TourTech TT-30B

Audio Interface: Focusrite Scarlett Solo [3rd Gen]
Recording: Shure PGA48
DAW: Audacity

Inspirations: Personal fears, my/Thai culture, Catholicism
Influences: Tell It To My Heart by Taylor Dayne
Process: Stick with what I like and have fun (: focused on complimentary bass notes instead of following the guitar tabs.

Graphic Art Resources: Google Slides, OnePlus Nord
ABOUT Cover: Ziggy is a super-friendly neighbourhood cat I've been seeing since I started secondary school. He's the same age as Pringle (and a little bigger) from the cover of my first album, Bedroom Projects.

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released July 28, 2023

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ID#47 England, UK

The 47th placeholder. Self-taught DIY freak. Doom Metal turned Sludge Metal artist.

Thank you for listening ^^ Your support and attention means everything to me, as it's more than I can ever ask for :D

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