1. |
THAT'S FINE
04:24
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Vilify my fears
Defile my fame
Apologise to maintain
A healthy toxicity
Stand up comedy when I'm knocked down
"Don't worry, it's not you"
Thank fate for parting ways
Thought I'd never see the day
Yeah, that's fine, do it again
Oh, I know, you didn't mean it
Yeah, that's fine, I can do it
Oh, for sure, you didn't know
Welcome to a new era
Of freshness acquaintance
You don't remember but we used to be
Someone of something... No?
Should I be glad? Should I be mad?
After all these years, just like you left it
Moving on, having fun
It was nice knowing ya
Yeah, that's fine, do it again
Oh, I know, you didn't mean it
Yeah, that's fine, I can do it
Oh, for sure, you didn't know
Distraction
Confession
Grab something
Aim, strike
Repeat, stare
Check pulse
Funny seeing you here
Oh, what a coincidence
Bumping into each other
At the right place, at the right time
Yeah, that's fine, do it again
Oh, I know, you didn't mean it
Yeah, that's fine, I can do it
Oh, for sure, you didn't know
Distraction
Confession
Dissection
Perplexion
Grab something
Aim, strike
Repeat, stare
Check pulse
Drag, conceal
Drown, burn
Warm up, get down
Relax, stop
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2. |
PLEASE GIVE ME MY BIKE
02:49
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You have what I need
You promised, you failed
You never delivered
Too good to be true
I'm asking, demanding
Your presence at least
The most you can do
Is give me my dime
5 stars around your head
From this liability
Serve this custom decking
Rated "E" for everyone
So simple and quick
What can go wrong?
It's easy to fix
If it never happened in the first place
Comfort your company
Consider life "invaluable"
No returns, no refunds, no restraint
Exchange life and death
You have what I need
You promised, you failed
You never delivered
Too good to be true
I'm asking, demanding
Your presence, at least
The most you can do
Is give me my time
I don't recommend
To any 1-10
Uphold your casket
Like you do with your reputation
Strip me of gold
Leave me in the dark
Don't cooperate
It doesn't matter
Bribe me to repair
Your loss "in good faith"
However, I'll still be
Scathing in peace
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3. |
GET OFF ME
03:03
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Hands off, don't touch
Mind your own business
Sit next to me
Take a photograph
Sneaking whispers
Gossip and laugh
Assuming you'd never
Be like me
Entitlement is a heavy drug
You can look, so can I
If my words hurt your precious feelings
Imagine swinging with my
Filming my steps
In the reflection
Snooping around
Instead of asking
Flustered red
With a goal to pursue
Promised you never
Were like this
You can say the opposite
Of what I believe in
If trouble follows you, is it bad luck?
Or is it your fault? Which one?
From midnight to lust
Your choice of questions
Who cares?
You need satisfaction
Victimised
Proximity
Post-clarity
Oh no
Vindictive allegations
Witnessed assault
Victim of harassment
Follow me home
Slice my tongue
Sew my lips
Steal my voice
Swear innocence
Entitlement is a heavy drug
You can look, so can I
If my words hurt your precious feelings
Imagine swinging with my
You can say the opposite
Of what I believe in
If trouble follows you, is it bad luck?
Or is it your fault? Which one?
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4. |
I GOT BORED
03:58
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Persistence is key
To the pearly gates
The strongest warriors
Put themselves first
Devotion means nothing
When you lack self-care
A mindless drone
With no autonomy
Do it yourself become anything
You only have yourself
D.I.Y, become everything
Only you can be better than yourself
Learning is fun
To deduct deception
Intimidating prowess
Dominating allure
So much in common
Not very impressive
Mirror-like substance
Smashed to pieces
Do it yourself, become anything
You only have yourself
D.I.Y, become everything
Only you can be better than yourself
Hear me, feel me
You should know
Hear me, feel me
Understand?
Hear me, feel me
Say it back
Hear me feel me
Finish me
Isolated price
No cliques, no fix
Everyone and no one
Everywhere and nowhere
So far removed
The vanity of others
In my own world
In my own head
Do it yourself, become anything
You only have yourself
D.I.Y, become everything
Only you can be better than yourself
Isn't it fun to be delusional?
Isn't it fun to be dumb?
Isn't it fun to be deranged?
Isn't it fun to be detained?
Do it yourself become anything
You only have yourself
D.I.Y, become everything
Only you can be better than yourself
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5. |
NO
04:20
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The power it holds
To still flesh and time
To humour freedom
A gift to behold
Your favourites and trues
Bestowed on a flag
To impale a hill
To defend your pride
I'm not your friend
I'm not your lover
I'm not the one
For you or me
No, I cannot make an exception
I refuse to be your daily routine
Don't act so naive, why do you insist?
You're no one to me, but I'm someone to you
You're not my friend
You're not my lover
You're not the one
For me or yourself
The power it holds
To still flesh and time
To humour freedom
A gift to behold
Your favourites and trues
Bestowed on a flag
To impale a hill
To defend your pride
Move on elsewhere, for better or worse
If you can't have me, then become me
I'll still be in your life, one way or another
Flattering imitation, stalking and murder
You are not obsessed
You have an addiction
Letting go is impossible
So is the idea of getting together
You are not obsessed
You have an addiction
Letting go is impossible
So is the idea of being together
The power it holds
To still flesh and time
To humour freedom
A gift to behold
Your favourites and trues
Bestowed on a flag
To impale a hill
To defend your pride
We are not friends
We are not lovers
We can be enemies
To all or none
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6. |
KAP KHUN KA
04:19
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Bittersweet tough love
Hurt me over and over
Said you care, but you never cared
Don't be surprised if I turn cold
Beyond repair, flavoured and fun
Better knowing first-hand than seconds
How dare, how dare you with that awful grin
Telling me, "I told you so"
Shut up
I don't want to talk
I've had enough
I've learned to spell charisma as
M-A-N-I-P-U-L-A-T-I-O-N
The blurry timeline between a child
And an adult is called, "falsehood"
It isn't fun until someone gets hurt
It isn't funny until they're traumatised
Or so they say, and I still believed
To this day when I can't breathe
Relive the moment
Like it was yesterday
Staring into
What could have been
Ageing "why?" to no avail
Please, go to sleep
Bittersweet tough love
Hurt me over and over
Said you care, but you never cared
Don't be surprised if I turn cold
Beyond repair, flavoured and fun
Better knowing first-hand than seconds
How dare, how dare you with that awful grin
Telling me, "I told you so"
Shut up
I don't want to talk
I've had enough
One, two, three, four
Prepare for more
Five, six, seven, eight
Don't stay up late
Nine, ten, eleven and twelve
Where it all started
Thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen
Getting worse and worse
Help me, I need help
Help me, I need help
Bittersweet tough love
Hurt me over and over
Said you care, but you never cared
Don't be surprised if I turn cold
Beyond repair, flavoured and fun
Better knowing first-hand than seconds
How dare, how dare you with that awful grin
Telling me, "I told you so"
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7. |
I NEED A RIDE
02:47
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Hey, it's risky for me to go
Home alone in this nasty weather
Where it's dark with high crime
I need a ride, I'll pay for your time
Where are you going?
This is not a shortcut
Off-road, from dirt to sludge
Water levels rising to my eyes
I should have known
Not to trust strangers
Close to home
Where I'm safe
I fell for the illusion
Of having a choice
It costed everything
Costed my life
Now I know
For next time
To prepare
To adapt
I'll strive for
Independence
By any means
Even if I die
Greater danger
Happier, but closer
To death
Than success
Stress to blurred vision
Foggy unknown
No lights
Or wipers
It doesn't matter
Who's at fault
Who was right
And who did it
I will never
Ever see the
Consequences
While I'm still alive
Hey, it's urgent, I need to be
Somewhere specifically
It's faster this way to save time
I need a ride, tell you where to go
Wait, hold on, low down, stop
What are you doing? Let me out
Bashed and dashed, rolled over
Hanging upside down, fragments in my brain
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8. |
SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY
03:07
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Don't sleep, are you there?
Where are you? Hello?
You're not listening
Don't disturb me
Faded, heavy
Bleary, falling
Numb, dazed
Locked shut
It's cold and dark in here
I need your time, all of it
I need your love 24/7
You can fix me
Do you care about me?
Clearly not
It's not my fault
You should have been there for me
I'm not myself without you
Eyes are windows to the soul
Yours is a soulless black hole
You love the colours
Black, blue and purple
Compliments my skin of ivy veins
I can't read your mind
So tell me what you want to hear
You can't live without me, do as I say
I know better, I know it all
You have no reason
Or excuse to ignore me
Who do you think you're talking to?
Watch your mouth and back
No, I get it, I can tell
You hate me
You hate me
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ID#47 England, UK
The 47th placeholder. Self-taught DIY freak. Doom Metal turned Sludge Metal artist.
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